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  • I have been sober for four years now. The more things change the more they stay the same. I never pictured what my life would look like being sober for this long. I was consumed in fear and self when I first started this sobriety journey. I was 23 when I made the decision to…

  • Leaving a bachelor party. I havent blogged in quite some time. Admittedly, I am a little over talking about sobriety publicly or at least unprovoked. I am always happy to share my story when asked however, at times I feel odd blogging and posting about it frequently. I feel like I am at a point…

  • This has been my reality for quite some time. I have been having an incredibly difficult time with life in general. Consumed in self. Uncertain. Unhappy. I only recently came to accept I was not in a great place mentally. It is not expected to bounce back and feel like I am 100%. I started…

  • My sobriety date is 8/8/2021. I “white knuckled” the first three or so years of my sobriety. For people not familiar, that typically means no AA meetings, no rehab, no treatment facilities, no strong sober support group. I was young when I made the decision to stop drinking, relatively speaking. I was 23 about to…

  • Through sobriety and difficult life moments, I have come to understand the importance of faith. I didn’t grow up in the church. When I was younger, I actually always viewed going to church as odd and a waste of time. I still do not go to church. I do however fully understand and fully respect…

  • Uncertainty is inevitable. Uncertainty can be controlling. Uncertainty is an aspect of life and does not need to be a way of life. That last part is what I have been leaning into as of late. Right now for me in my life I am uncertain about a lot of things. Specifically it is uncertainty…

  • I have said in the past that writing and journaling is so impactful because you are becoming your own teacher. Many of the things I have documented or wrote remain true to this day. Occasionally I will go back through journals or this blog and be reminded of harsh truths, important habits to get back…

  • There are so many signs that can easily be ignored in life. As a recovering alcoholic with 3+ years sobriety I am slowly but surely learning how easy it is for me to bury my feelings. I drank for many many reasons. I drank to forget. I drank to feel what I did not want…

  • In this video I try and voice my thoughts around my career and the difficulties I have had. At the core of it all I want to truly care about what I do for my career. There are many different ways people can find purpose and fulfillment. While unemployed, I have come to realize how…

  • I am more aware of how I physically feel and why I may feel that way. I understand that I have a short social battery and sometimes less is more when it comes to socializing. I better understand the importance of connection and genuine relationships. I understand that being outside in nature can be a…